I don't know about anyone else but I feel as if I am on this train running 100 miles an hour and I have no control over it. I have the twins as my passenger's (Grace & Mercy) and you know who in the driver seat. Well if you don't know let me introduce you to I AM. (Exodus 3:14) Within the past two weeks I've had things revealed to me that changed my life and even today more is being poured into me. This morning as I was getting ready for church I thought about my week and how God showed me the meaning of validation (see my last blog) I wanted to know what was next, what was I suppose to do with this TRUTH? It seemed that the truth that was revealed felt like a big fat piece of stake that you just don't know how to consume. So you just look at it and hold your knife and fork in hand ready to eat but in a paused position.
Paused (II) A temporary stop................
Play (>) Resume
OK I'm back now! So as I go through my preparation for worship God began to speak to me and said "even though the truth has been revealed to you, you must let go of what was and take hold of what is! Not to say that what you believed to be true then wasn't true, but it isn't your truth now. So leave whats old, past, dead, not needed alone and embrace the truth of your new beginning." Embrace you say? Take hold, grasp it and don't let go. I'm like a pit bull that has a lock on something and wont let go until my master tells me. OK God I can do this, I can! So now I am walking in faith in my I AMness! I am who He says that I am and what do you know the enemy shows up and tries his very best to make me think differently. But I had a thought as soon as he tried to get me to speak against the word of God, THIS IS JUST A TEST! Aha! You see the process that I am in now is just for me and I am flying through things faster than I thought I would ever go. You see when overflow hits you, you can't prepare for it. (Thanks Lance!)
We've waited we've prayed, fasted, deleted phone numbers, changed our address just so that we can prepare for this moment. Now that the moment has arrived now what? Here comes the test. God never promised that all blessings would never come without a challenge, we just know that we WIN. Immediately I took the stance of seeking instead of reacting and I felt my faith increase. Even though I wanted to react I didn't. The enemy wants you to think that you have to fight for whats already yours, but I know that to be a lie. If God spoke it then that settles it.
So now instead of me cursing the process I thank God for the process. This allows me to grow my supernatural powers beyond measure. Yes I said supernatural powers! God puts His Super with my Natural and BOOM! Can you see my cape? LOL So this week be mindful of those test and allow the Holy Spirit to guide you through the process, Don't Curse Your Process.
